HI VICTORIA

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 02:00:01 GMT

__fakeloud

add me

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 03:45:04 GMT

"you know what i want?!"
"me ! cos i`m so hott & sexy!"
"well besides you silly."
"okay, what?"

eeep
i`m a happy girl

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 02:25:19 GMT

so today me and taylor had sex on
all the weight training equipment
and we got to wear cool beats.
nothing is better than that.

after school mom and mark picked
me up and took me to sam`s.
then me sam & lacey walked to kenwood
and on the way lacey recited oprah :)
it was hella nice ! aha.
so we get there and i`m all HEY THERE`S LEAH !
:D and we hung out with her a lot.
sam bought me and drink mmm yum
"head shoulders knee & toes, knees & toes.."
yah ! <3

people there are nice
the walk home was cold as shit
we uploaded pictures and got online
and did homework
and listened to le tigre :D
they`re so great

oh wow
mr ass face has a g/f
how fucking nice is that?
i don`t understand boys
what the hell
i love you samantha

anyways, i went to the train garden
w/ nan pop aunt bon and garret
then we went out to dinner
i saw stephanie
her skankasss works @ pizza johns
aha, i love her :)
oh granent !
mmmm, food is nice.

now i`m home
tomorrow i`m going shopping w/
my nan & aunt sharon
they`re getting me "fitted" for
a bra and buying me clothes for
christmas, i`m excited

2 days til sam`s surgery :/

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 03:44:58 GMT

x T 0 R 1 A: faggggggot, suck my vag right now
x T 0 R 1 A: !
arsenic accident: right now?
arsenic accident: like right now?
x T 0 R 1 A: yah. let`s go.
arsenic accident: you cant wait till tomorrow
x T 0 R 1 A: wallkkkkk yo` nappy azzzz hair over here and get on yo` kneeees biotch.
arsenic accident: hah
arsenic accident: is you foo real?
x T 0 R 1 A: yah.
x T 0 R 1 A: gogogo ! now.
x T 0 R 1 A: i can`t wait any longer. oh babbbbeh.. uhuhuhuhuhuh.
arsenic accident: hah
x T 0 R 1 A: PORN VVIDEO!
arsenic accident: a little tooooooo horn doggie dog
x T 0 R 1 A: lemme holllla at my main man ron jeremy.
x T 0 R 1 A: AKA jerimia.
x T 0 R 1 A: :D
x T 0 R 1 A: so, did you eat any good bananas today?
arsenic accident: of course
arsenic accident: i do everyday
x T 0 R 1 A: if you know what imeannn . you know. you know ;-);-);-)
arsenic accident: oh yea;; i know
arsenic accident: I NEED KY WARMING JELLY. WARMMMMTH
x T 0 R 1 A: grlllll. i gotz some
x T 0 R 1 A: me and my man used it last night .. you know how we do
arsenic accident: i knowwww gurll he told me
x T 0 R 1 A: WHAT?!
x T 0 R 1 A: nigga please.
arsenic accident: i mean. i donttalk to yo man
x T 0 R 1 A: he be spilling that shizzzz all over ?!
x T 0 R 1 A: uh uh grl.
arsenic accident: gurl i knowww
x T 0 R 1 A: oh no
arsenic accident: youz be taking my mann
arsenic accident: uh huhhh
arsenic accident: i aint be having that shizz
x T 0 R 1 A: grl he just be gravvving my bewbs
x T 0 R 1 A: i can`t stop that
x T 0 R 1 A: gravy
arsenic accident: gravvving?
arsenic accident: ride the graveytrain
x T 0 R 1 A: i get in troubbbble when i coook.
x T 0 R 1 A: cookk you mans penis on my vagina.
x T 0 R 1 A: BURNNNNN
arsenic accident: like do drugs
arsenic accident: like bake?
x T 0 R 1 A: yah. cocain.
x T 0 R 1 A: allllllll up on yo` man.
x T 0 R 1 A: and he`s like GURL YOU GO GURL YOU GO
x T 0 R 1 A: AND I`M LIKE NIGGGGA PLEASE
x T 0 R 1 A: AND YOU`RE ALL =-O
arsenic accident: uhhhh cocain. aint the wayyy
arsenic accident: ITS ALL THE MARY JANE GURLLLL
x T 0 R 1 A: and then he`s like <======3
x T 0 R 1 A: in yo mouth
x T 0 R 1 A: but you`re all NOOOO ! >:o
arsenic accident: UHH GURL LET ME TELL YOU;;; ONCE YOU GO BLACK YOU NEVAA GO BACK. ONCE YOU GO WHITE, THAT AINT RIGHT.
x T 0 R 1 A: and then i`m like DID YOU SHAVE YR EYEBROWS?!
x T 0 R 1 A: REPPPPPPING BLACK AMERICA
arsenic accident: UHHH UH UHHH
x T 0 R 1 A: I RIDE TIL I DIE NIGGGA.
x T 0 R 1 A: RIDE TIL I FUKKKKING DIE
arsenic accident: UHH SHOTTIGN IT UP DRIVE BYES AND ALL THAT FUKKING SHIZZ
x T 0 R 1 A: Y`ALLL MEAN
x T 0 R 1 A: I FEEL YA MAN
x T 0 R 1 A: I FEEL YA

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 02:00:12 GMT

mark with an X the things that are true

Appearance

[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] have/I've had braces.
[x] wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x]I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships

[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[x] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] ran a red light
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ]I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x]I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[ ]I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] I've held someone while they died
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I'm religious.
[?] I dress fairly modestly.

Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[x-burger king :)] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] My answers are totally honest

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 14:17:04 GMT

I`M GOING TO VIRGINIA TODAY
I DON`T GET TO SEE BRIAN :[
.. BUT! I LIKE LONG DRIVES
AND I LIKE VIRGINIA AND I GET TO
SEE MY UNCLE RICK AND MY COUSIN JESSICA

I`LL BE HOME SUNDAY

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 04:00:57 GMT

someone please take me here now

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 18:07:51 GMT

happy birthday justeen !
happy birthday mark !

i`m on the phone with brian
he talks about random stuff
it`s fun :D
& he watches cell porn
weirdo

music jeopardy
brian vs todd

hahaha

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 02:08:58 GMT

school - bleh.
weight training - fun :D
until i fell off that box ! >:O
mall - :D !
target - :D !
falling on your ass while tieing
my shoe is fun, right ! ?:D

brian =`s amazing !

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 00:55:21 GMT

alex gave me a picture today :D
i put oragell all over my mouth today :D
i watched an almost fight today :D
i weight trained with taylor today :D

yah, grls can weight train
STFU stupidd boys !

"well, i can put stuff between my legs too !"

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 02:40:42 GMT

math was kind of fun?
we went over homework
wow i basically suck at it
i don`t understand how i do good in class
but then suck ass at homework
oh well
amer gov is always fun
we talk most of the time
and i actually like our work
too bad i got in D in that class last quarter
oh yah , and too bed i kept
falling asleep every 5 seconds today
it`s fun sitting next to kyle though
he`s so weird, but fun :)
third period =`s business class
how exciting !
we`re basicaly just writing business
letters to no one inperticular
i`m writing my letter to marge
it`s quite fun
yesterday all i did was look up
muffin`s and giraffe`s on google :)
yay, on the way to lunch i walked with
nerp for a little bit
he`s crazzzzy cool
hot tub parrrty ! holler !
yah, so lunch was pretty dumb
it`s so fun though
i`ve been in a really good mood during
school like this whole week :)
bioloooogy !
fun like always
i jumped off the chair and like flew
and mrs yeinger looked at me funny
oh well, she loves it
too bad i suck at the work we do
english sucks ass all the time
we went over vocab and i like
didn`t do any of it last night
so i just wrote down random stuff
as she was talking
ehhhhhh
i just hate english class a lot
enough said
GYM /1! i love that class
weight lifting is nice :D
especially with taylor cos me and her
don`t even know the weight lifting names
hahaha
i love taylor, she`s so fun
so after school i stood with kyle
for a while and then alex came :)
we talked for a little bit
and then i toook my shoes off cos it
was pouring outside
and i didn`t want to get my socks wet
me and my mommy talked about all this
crzy stuff
i can`t even believe the stuff she was
telling me that happened over her weekend
so i got home
and sat there
and did laundry and cleaned
and talked to people
eee, i love my turrrtle muffin ! :D
then i walked to samantha`s later
and we met jesus
lmao !

alex likes pancakes
and salad
and more gross stuff
but i love him anways :)

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 00:18:56 GMT

people are stupid.

myspace isn`t life.
get over it.
oh yah, and using "retarded,"
"gay," ect. doesn`t make
you any cooler.

ps:fake friends seem all the rage.

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 04:38:43 GMT

hmmm, what an amazing boy.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 06:14:02 GMT

so basically i`ve been thinking a lot. about all this stuff. and it`s just bothering me. people rlly don`t make sense and i don`t understand half of my friends. for example, joe. me and him used to be so close and basically he was my bestfriend. then all this shit happens and we`re nothing? i`m totally confused. it`s obvious he means more to me than i mean to him. i`d have to say that isn`t fair, but whatever. he says all this shit and makes me sp happy and yet doesn`t follow through on any of it. yahh, pretty pointless i`d say. everytime i try to call he doesn`t pick up. he doesn`t call me, and whenever we go to hang out he always messes it up. i`m not being conceited or anything, but it`s his fought. that sounds so mean. but seriously, if you considered everything it basically is his fought why we never hang out and stuff. i can`t make him call and make him want to hang out though, so i`ll just leave it alone. than there`s matt. it doesn`t make sense how we never hang out but he wants to. we live like 2 minutes away from each other. i don`t know why this has all been bothering me lately but it has.

i`ve been thinking a lot about religion lately too. it`s a whole big mess of confusion. basically, idon`t believe in god. and i`m not just saying that cos it might seem like the "cool" thing to do, or whatever you`d like to think. seriously though, i don`t understand how people can get here from nothing. and how one day some guy decides "okay, let`s make people. and make them have good lives and bad lives. and blah blah blah." i don`t believe in the big bang theory either. i rlly don`t know what i believe. i keep trying to figure it out, but it never works and i overthink and just get frustrated to the point where i just need to lay down. i know i don`t believe in hell, for starters. i think hell is what you make it. for example, if yr a horrible person and you don`t enjoy life, yr in hell. i remember this church i went to before with samantha and chelsea. hah, what a lovely time. eeh, not rlly. they kept pushing beliefs on you and basically said if you don`t get yr friends to believe in jesus and if you don`t yr going to hell. hm, nice way to get people to believe through fear. just because i don`t believe in anything doesn`t mean i`m going to be against you or whatever yr religion is. i`m not that type of person.

i`ve basically been realizing what`s most important in my life these past couple days. i`ve come to the conclusion that myspace is pretty dumb. i enjoy it. but people who take it as a way of life and meeting people need to learn how to live and get out and have fun. family definately means the most to me. today i went out with my dad and brother and we had an amazing time and it made me realize how much they meant to me. friends are definately important to. i realized that i only have a few friends i can actually count on, but hey atleast i have them :D

slutty boys. kiss my ass. go die. seriously.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 02:46:55 GMT

Wickmaster: i LOVE you
xT0R1A: I LOVE youuu
xT0R1A: :]
Wickmaster: victoria. you're gonna wind up
being the love of my life. lol.

brian is my favourite.
he makes me happy when skys are grey.
and gives amazing hugs.
basically, he`s Wonderful.
with a capital "W."

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 21:34:36 GMT

i like watching judge mathis.
i like playing "duck duck goose" in my basement.
i like being chinese.
i like playing with my cat.
i like laying on my bed and watching "the look4less."
i like holding hands.
i like leaf blowers.
i like pretending that i`m eating on my pillows.
i like going on safaris.
i like boys in my sweaters and cow boy hat.

basically, alex is amazing.

i have an 89 in math.
a fucking 89.
i`m so exciteddd :]
i want to get good grades this quarter.
rlly rlly bad.
i`m gunna be a little study muffin :)
haha.

eeeee,
i`m bleaching my hair today.
just parts of it though !

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 11:34:28 GMT

r6o6cksta6r: hey
r6o6cksta6r: its the guy off myspace
xT0R1A: hi
r6o6cksta6r: im todd you
xT0R1A: i`m victoria.
r6o6cksta6r: kewl frieedns call me rockstar so when u turn 15
xT0R1A: what?
xT0R1A: ohhh.
xT0R1A: i turn 15 on feb. 3.
r6o6cksta6r: im 23 that kewl:-)
xT0R1A: cool.
r6o6cksta6r: so u like older guys
xT0R1A: um, idk.
xT0R1A: it doesn`t rlly matter to me.
r6o6cksta6r: may iask uanything
xT0R1A: um, sure?
r6o6cksta6r: bra size
xT0R1A: wtf.
r6o6cksta6r: what
xT0R1A: um, why does that even matter.
xT0R1A: ?
xT0R1A: ?
xT0R1A: hello?\
r6o6cksta6r: sorre its jus u r hot
xT0R1A: okay.
r6o6cksta6r: so siz
r6o6cksta6r: e
xT0R1A: hm, i `m wondering why you don`t talk to grls yr own age.
xT0R1A: ..
xT0R1A: sick fuck.
r6o6cksta6r signed off at 6:29:20 AM.
Previous message was not received by r6o6cksta6r
because of error: User r6o6cksta6r is not available.

seriously,
people are rlly gross !
and need to get a life !

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 11:07:02 GMT

i suck at sleeping when it` sbed time
i redid myspace and sam`s
i hope she likes it

xo

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 06:57:59 GMT

friday -
lost, 2-1

saturday -
lost 1-0
tied 0-0

sunday -
hopefully some wins !

i miss alex
i get to see samantha tomorrow
then soccer
then tony`s party
and more soccer

talking to dennis is nice
can`t wait til brian and victoria weekend !
ugh, report cards

-- we never talk anymore
and i pretty much don`t lik eit

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 22:36:15 GMT

came home early from school
cos i felt like shit
watched elimadate
(wow, weird stuff)
and slept for 4 1/2 hours
went to pizza hut
came home
and still feel horrible

eee, soccer game tonight
@ 9 and i don`t want to go
due to the fact it`s freezing
and i`m rlly sick

i got to see my cousin
yesterday :D
i missed him so much
i taught him how to needlepoint
ohhhhh, what fun !

thisweek has been pretty fun

so, this is brian.
me and him are perfect.
he gives the best spinny hugs.
thanks for everything ! ily !

eeeeee, this is alex :D
he`s my boyfriend and ilike it that way.

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 02:48:18 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/thejuicepoint

go look and add them :D

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 02:22:02 GMT

fuck you.
go die.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 04:00:21 GMT

so,
i`m on the phone
with joe`s brother.

haha,
this is pretty interesting.

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 01:15:22 GMT

i like how me and alex go to the park.
and i like how we swing on swings
and how we compare leaves.
i like how he holds me rlly tight
when were turning a corner in his dad`s van.
and how he`s still cute even though
he`s an old asian guy.

:)

yah so today was great.
until i got home.
i got so mad.
and decided to throw my clothes
everywhere and throw random
stuff at the wall :/
so anyways, me sam shawn
carlos and taterrrr hung out
outside on my porch.
wow fun :)
then i went to pizza johns
with sam and her family.
omgBLOWJOBS! :P
i came home and started homework.
and called JOe.
yah, he forgot to call me last night.
what a poopface.
i might go over his house tomorrow,
due to the fact i miss him cos i haven`t
seen him in ages.
anyways. he`s dr phil.
and george bush is captured.
endof story.

ps- i suck at school, bad.

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 06:27:34 GMT

I GET TO SEE
FUCKIING JOEMUFFIN TOMORROW.
I`M EXCITED.
A LOT A LOT A LOT.

YAH I DIDN`T GET TO SEE NERP
TONIGHT. MY MOM LIKE FREAKED OUT :[
NEXT WEEKEND ! NEXT WEEKEND !